Sunday, May 31, 2009

Yoga Retreat

I hosted a 5-hour yoga retreat at my house today. It was wonderful! I cleared out the living room - pushed the furniture against a wall. My living room is rectangular and my furniture is easy to move, so it all fit quite nicely at one end. The five of us fit quite nicely in the remaining space on the hardwood floor, with the view of Lake Champlain easily visible from the front windows.

We spent the first two hours practicing yoga as we would in a regular class except that is usually only 90 minutes. The extra time allowed us to go deeper and to practice some standing postures, which are designed to facilitate bringing our practice into our daily lives. The first time through, that felt awkward and even painful; but after opening the spine, it felt great.

Our two yoga instructors then taught us to make kitchari, and Ayurvedic dish that looked beautiful, smelled fascinating, and tasted delightful. I wasn't sure when I saw some of the unfamiliar ingredients, some of which I even disliked when I tasted them alone. Put them together, though, and wow! I will try making this on my own...

We followed that cooking class and lunch with a visualization exercise of our digestive system. It was interesting to do that and I found it to be quite useful - as I imagined the whole process of this wonderful food meandering through my body, feeding me all along the way.

Great day!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

meditation

I have been practicing yoga and meditation for a couple of years now and I still consider myself to be a novice - both in practice and knowledge. I have some thoughts, however, on the meditation piece.

Meditation is great! I struggle with the constant chatter of my mind, but I value those times when I can turn it down, then gently push it off to the side. This works best when I try to practice some of the things I learned in Drawing on the Right Side of Your Brain - I think because meditation is a right-brain activity. The more I can access the right brain, the more successful I am at turning off the chatter, and the more successful I am at truly meditating.

Sometimes I think that meditation is a lot like prayer. But then, when I pray, my verbal thoughts are primary - I'm asking, telling, thanking, appreciating, instructing, marveling... it's me in constant chatter. I rarely take a deep breath long enough to hear the "still soft voice of God." But, isn't that breath, that listening - turning off my own chatter in prayer time - the same as meditation? Isn't the goal to find that place deep inside that transcends the ego and the daily stuff of life? It is in meditation, and yes, in meditative prayer, that we find ourselves. We try looking externally, we look within the reflective eyes of the ones we love, but it's really internal - to be found in meditation, in the contemplative practices we find in many (all?) ways of being religious - more, in every aspect of transcendence. It isn't just Buddhist, it isn't just Eastern. Jesus taught it, too, and we see it in the writings of great Christian contemplative teachers like Thomas Merton and C.S. Lewis.

Yes, meditation is important to me. And, no, it isn't a betrayal of my Christian roots to find peace in this practice. In fact, it may be just what I need to hear God, as I recognize God to be.